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sometimes , we pretend to be another person to fit in . but , we have to be ourselves ! don't fit in , stand out ! a single wild flower can survive in the middle of thousands pretty flowers... be yourself ! there's nothing wrong with being yourself , it's more than enough...

so , my ouji had a 'job' @ his school . he presented a drama with his friends . he's the main character of the drama . but , the most important thing is , he hugged one of his girl friends which is also the main character . I HATE THAT GIRL !!!! now , she likes MY ouji . and there's also another girl , a co-leader of his class , likes him . argh !!!! I shouldn't be jealous , but yaaaaaaaa ... ok . I admit it . I'm jealous . I'm afraid those girls would take mine...

when I see your smile ,
tears run down my face , I can't replace

and now that I'm stronger , I've figured it out ,
how this world turns cold ,
and breaks through my soul
and I know , I'll find ,
deep inside me , I can be the one

# I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

it's okay , it's okay , it's okay...

seasons are changing ,
and waves are crashing ,
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer ,
and nights grow shorter ,
I can show you , I'll be the one...

repeat #

coz you're my , you're my , my
my true love , my whole heart ,
please don't throw that away

coz I'm here for you ,
please don't walk away
and please tell me , you'll stay , stay

use me as your will ,
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know , I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray

repeat # 2x

I will never let you fall ,
I'll stand up with you forever...

> catch me - demi lovato , from 'Here We Go Again'
> shake it - MetroStation
> take that - greatest day
> without you - hinder
> give love a try - jonas brothers , from Disney Channel series , 'Jonas'
> remembering you - steven curtis chapman
> 1234 - plain white t's
> touch my hand - david archuleta
> no surprise - daughtry
> walk the dinosaur - queen latifah , from 'Ice Age 3'

gosh , these songs are cool !!! I love it !!

jadi gini ceritanya . gw bener" cerita yang sebenernya , jadi lo" pada ngerti gimana cerita sebenernya .
hari kamis malem , nyokap bilang ke gw kalo weekend mau ke bandung . nyokap mau reuni gituu , seharian . sementara dvd portable dipake adek , internet di rumah yang di bandung masih error , jadilah gw ngajakin my ex buat jalan . gw cuma mikir , daripada gw cengo dirumah , mendingan jalan . lagian gw juga udah nggak suka ma dia , dan dia udah punya pacar . naahhh , sabtunya , gw jalan di paris van java sama dia . biasa lah , cuma jalan" , ke gramed , nonton . kata dia , dia udah ngasih tau pacarnya dan pacarnya fine" aja . terus , hari minggunya , gw sms pacarnya , say sorry nggak bilang" mau jalan sama pacarnya . eh , dia marah . kesel kan ???

sometimes , your best friends betrayed you . left you away . though you've really tried to keep the relationship , they ... ugh . that's what I felt now . y'know , I thought they're my best friends . but they left me , all away they dont really care about me . they just wanted me to do their school works ...

disakitin dari belakang... sakit banget yaa ?? kita dibaik"in di depan... dibelakang kita , kita dijelek"in ... huff , ngeselin sii , tapi namanya juga manusiaaaaa... pasti punya kelemahan ... *sok" tabah gitu , padahal dongkol juga hahaha*
yaahh , gw juga sering digituin... ditinggalin temen , disakitin... but thanks to my best friends who always help me :)