I was made the wrong way
won't you do me the right way ?
where you gonna be tonight,
'cause I won't stay too long ?
maybe you're the light for me
when you talk to me it strikes me
won't somebody help me ,
'cause I don't feel too strong ?
*was it something that I said ?
was it something that I did ?
or the combination of both that did me end ?
#you know I'm hoping you'll sing along,
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be the wind,
there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
and when you do you need a friend
don't wanna be the wind,
there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally be erased,
baby , that's the best of me
everything's behind you
but the hopeless stands beside you
living in the moment,
have I wasted all your time ?
repeat * , #
baby , that's the best of me
repeat #
in my previous school , I always love holiday . refreshing my brain , relaxing from homeworks , just chill . but in SPI , I hate holiday . I cant see him , cant see his smile . uugggghhhhh .... even though we can talk by phone , it feels different... and he's moving to other school !! uuugggghhhhh... I hate holidaaaaayyy !!!!
kemaren , di hari ultahnya jakarta , ibukota kita tercinta ini , gw , olin ma novi keliling" jakarta . 1st stop , bakmi gm di gajah mada . gila , dari dulu sampe sekarang gw cintaaaaa banget ma bakmi di tempat ini . yah , gw nggak usah panjang lebar lah ya , ntar dikira promosi , hehe . 2nd stop , kota lama jakarta . sebenernya gw mau ke museum" gitu , tapi pada tutup semua . kenapa ya ? akhirnya gw foto" di depannya cafe batavia (iya , yang harga es krimnya selangit ituuuu) , sewa sepeda terus foto" , sampe di suit"in ma anak" SMP yang ada di situ . maklumlah , banyak fans . huehehe . abis puas narsis" ria , kita ke blok m plaza , makan (lagi) dan cuci mata . seru gilaaaaaa !!!
I'd never gone with the wind , just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go , 'till you open the door
there's so much more , I'd never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings
but you came along and you changed everything
*you lift me off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier , crazier
feels like I'm fallin' and I ,
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier , crazier , crazier
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and I wanted to know how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that I couldn't see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe
repeat *
baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
repeat *
>>kamis , 18 juni 09
hari ini , gw ma anak" secondary yang lain seru"an di jam character building . basah"an , kotor"an , seru lah pokoknyaa !! dan itu membuat semuanya makin kompak...
>>jumat , 19 juni 09
hari ini lebih seru lagi . hari terakhir di gr.7 . semuanya naik ke gr.8 laa... paginya , liat graduationnya reception dan gr.6 (yeah , his graduation ! hiks) . abis itu di kelas , ada 'pengakuan' dari sumanovi , kalo mereka udah jadian !! waaa , congrats yaaa... terus abis itu makan" , dapet the last why nut ? doughnut ^^ . abis itu foto kelas , sayang nggak bisa narsis huhu . sebelum pulang , gr.7 ngisi karton manila yang udah disediain dengan kata" terakhir , tandatangan , quote dari lagu , banyaaakkk... yang paling bikin sedih karena suman mau pindah (novi: hikshiks) ke bandung . we'll miss you =)
abis itu , pulang sekolah , gw ma keluarga makan di d'cost citra gran , liat dvdnya hannah montana the movie !! pastinya bajakan lah , orang filmnya aja belom tayang di bioskop... hehe =D
sampe di rumah , leyeh" bentar , and he came :) . we played nfs (need for speed , fyi) n ddr (dancedancerevolution , fyi) . lots of laughs . he'll move to other school after he graduated . I'll miss him , of course . his new school is near to my house , actually . so we can meet each other everytime we want . yeah , I did make it count =) . and some other things I can't tell in this story coz it's soooooo personal ;)
>>sabtu , 20 juni 09
hari ini , gw ma temen" yang lain pentas keroncong di halim , cawang . lupa gw apa nama gedungnya , hehe. gedung cardig atau apaaaa gitu . di acara musyawarah nasional himpunan artis musik keroncong Indonesia . it was great experience . makanannya enakkk... haha =D
gilaaa , dalam sebulan gw bisa abis 100 rb cuma buat pulsa . dikasih ma nyokap sii cuma 50 rb / bulan , tapi gw pake uang jajan gw sendiri... (miris banget)
well , gw pake pulsa cuma buat sms , telepon kadang" , paling seminggu sekali . tapi smsannya...hmm , bisa dibilang dalam sehari gw bisa 75 kali sms , kalo lagi mood . kalo lagi nggak mood bisa nggak smsan seharian . tapi sayangnya moodnya tiap hari , jadi ya...pulsa gw drop banget . apalagi sejak gw ******* ma **** , makin sering smsan... hikshiks :'(
always said I would know where to find love
always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
but sometimes I just felt I could give up
but you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never thought I'd be
now I see what love means
*it's so unbelievable and I don't want to let it go
something so beautiful flowin' down loke a waterfall
it feels like you've always been forever a part of me
and it's so unbelievable to finally be in love
somewhere I never thought I'd be
in my heart , in my head is so clear now
hold my hand , you've got nothin' to fear now
I was lost and you reascued me somehow
I'm alive , I'm in love , you complete me
and I've never been here before
now I see what love means
repeat *
when I think of what I have and this chance are nearly lost
I can't help but break down and cry
break down and cry
repeat *
now I see what love means...
P.S : this is special for him who makes me laugh every songle day :)
well , I'll do this during the holiday :
#shopping (yey !!)
#wisata kulinerrr *krucuk*
#meet my friends and teachers in my previous school
#watch the premiere of hannah montana the movie !!
#sleepovers
#play with friends (well , hello dancedancerevolution and nfs !!)
#apa lagi yaa? segitu aja dulu laahhh~~
just one week left I see him in our school uniform , study here . one week left I see his smile everyday , one thing that makes my day brighter . one week left I see him everyday . the last week . make it count . . .
so , di SPI itu ada yang namanya games week . SPI (iya , yang muridnya 'cuma' hampir 200an ituu) dibagi jadi 4 house , cut nyak dien (yey !!) , ki hajar dewantara , sisingamangaraja (nggak tau deh yang ke berapa , hehe) , dan pangeran diponegoro . games-nya ada soccer , basket , softball (dan nggak ada buat secondary !! argh !) , sportstacking , estafet , dan galasin . CND (cut nyak dien gituu!!) dapet 29 poin dan duduk di urutan pertama , sisingamangaraja 26 poin dan urutan kedua , pangeran diponegoro 21 poin di urutan ketiga , and last but not least is ki hajar dewantara dengan 20 poin . nggak seru , namanya aja games WEEK tapi cuma 4 hari , dari senin-kamis . huh !
yah , yang penting menang lah yaa...
there's no such things like winner or loser . WE are all the champions .
=)
gw sibuuukkkk dari hari jumat-minggu . hari jumat , right after school , gw nginep di rumah sepupu gw yang ada di cinere , depok . nggak asyiknya , disuruh tidur jam 9 . hell , besoknya kan libur !! gw ma sepupu gw yang kelas 6 di tarki (tarakanita satu) main kartu remi . jarang kan ada anak sekarang main kartu remi ? gw main split , cangkul , tepok nyamuk , gitu"lah , yang (ternyata) banyak anak" SD di jakarta yang mainin permainan ini .
terus besoknya gw ke bandung , ngasih kejutan buat eyang gw yang ultah hari minggunya . mana macet , secara kan weekend , banyak orang dari jakarta ke bandung buat ngelakuin sesuatu (yaiyalah!) . alhasil , jakarta-bandung lewat cipularang yang harusnya 2 jam (bahkan kalo sama bokap gw yang cita"nya jadi pembalap F1 tapi nggak kesampean itu bisa cuma jadi 1.5 jam) jadi membengkak sampe 3.5 jam . begitu sampe di bandung , istirahat , tidur , sorenya ke gereja . jam setengah 5-an gitu datangnya , padahal gerejanya baru mulai jam 5 (rajin !) . abis itu langsung makan di "Rumah Nenek" . restonya cozy banget , suasananya enak (apa bedanya coba ?) , makanannya yummy , plus live music-nya keren abis !! nyanyiin you're beautifulnya james blunt dan dewinya alexa . padahal gayanya anak" band di cafe itu emo semua . haha .
besoknya (setelah malam yang melelahkan , tidur di sofa) , tante gw 'nyulik' eyang gw , minta ditemenin beli sarapan . gw ma sepupu" dan adek gw (kelas 1 , 2 , 4 , dan 6) sibuk menyiapkan kue (tart dari toko cokelat , atau kalo di jakarta namanya dapur cokelat) dan kartu ucapan . sibuk mandi juga . males banget mandi , baru jam 8 pagi . aturannya kan weekend nggak wajib mandi , haha . terus yaaa surprise buat eyang gw . kadonya ? 2 pasang sepatu scholl (gini bukan spellingnya ?) . abis itu , ke gereja lagi , liat pameran kain kafan Yesus . rame banget , jadi baru dapet giliran sekitar setengah jam kemudian . abis itu makan di WaLe atau Warung Lela , di dago atas . gila view-nya di sini bagus banget , bandung keliatan semua gituu... akhirnya pulang ke jakarta , kena macet lagi . . .
jadi gini . gw tadi waktu pelajaran , chatting manual sama salah satu sahabat gw . cowok sii . yah , gw mikirnya so what gitu , orang dia sahabat gw sendiri . tapi waktu abis lunch , gw kan pergi kebaktian . kertas chatting gw itu dibaca ma temen gw . jelas gw kecewa banget , mereka temen deket gw , dan salah satu juga mantan sahabat gw yang gw ajak chatting itu . gw kesel , girls always want to know EVERYTHING .
sumpah hari ini gw kecewa banget sama salah satu temen deket gw . dia mutusin pacarnya yang salah satu temen deket gw juga , terus jadian ma salah satu temen deket gw yang laennya , beberapa saat setelah putus . gw kecewa banget sama dia . segitu gampangnya bagi dia buat jadian-putus sama orang . maenin perasaan orang laen . emang sih dia cantik , jenius , balance , almost perfect kalo kata gw , tapi begitu kejadian ini , di mata gw dia hanyalah salah satu orang yang menyia"kan orang yang baiikkk banget .
oke , mungkin gw nggak jelas banget nulis kayak ginian . tapi hari ini gw happy banget . cuma beberapa orang yang tau kenapa , dan gw juga maunya yang baca artikel ini nggak ada yang tau . I'm glad . I'm excited . gw bener" bersyukur udah sampe satu bulan gw ngelakuin ini . . .
